NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU'VE SCREWED-UP.....................

Perhaps the best reason for having calendars and for marking life in years is that the cycle itself offers hop. We need FRESH starts and NEW chances, the conviction that beginnings remain available, no matter how many we've blown. And the yearly clock can start anywhere along the line! --Loudon Wainwright

I have screwed up many times in my life, but the yearly calendar has always given me fresh starts and new beginnings! So I encourage you not to give up!